I'm Really Busy

My title explains why its been a while since I've posted. I'm less busy now than I've been for the past 10 weeks, but still pretty swamped.

I've been feeling very "blah" this week. Apathetic. I don't like feeling this way because I rarely accomplish anything in this state. Moreover, I fear that an apathetic outlook on my day bleeds over into my walk with Christ. Sure, I may squeeze in my chapter of 1 Samuel before I go to bed, but less time is spent meditating on it. Less time is spent finding ways to live it out. For all the time I spend on school, work, church, school, self-loathing (yeah, I know I put school in there twice), I spend little time thinking of others or paying attention to how God is at work around me.

I guess this is normal, but I can't settle for it. To do so is to admit that I'm satisfied with my life the way it is.

In short, my life is a mess.

But His grace is sufficient.